Nicely falling pieces

A few weeks ago I came home from work to collapse in a heap of tears and told Kean that I felt like I was wasting my talents working in an office, even if it’s just temporary. I was disappointed in myself for taking the easy way of working in an office rather than putting myself out there to attract counseling and healing clients. That night I set the intention of receiving a sign that would point me to what my next step is and where to focus.

The next day I noticed an email in one of the mailing lists I am on regarding a Women’s Business Circle. The description of it really spoke to me, especially the part about ‘feeling stuck and trying to “work it out” on [my] own’. Yep, that’s me. I decided that I would like some support and inspiration. I emailed the woman leading the circle and ended up talking to her on the phone. She seems very sweet, and I feel drawn to her.

I am now confirmed to attend the Women’s Business Circle every other Wednesday morning starting June 9. What’s great is that while I was in Germany, I had a moment of awakening regarding my psychic and healing abilities. I realized that I had been suppressing my abilities after I had unsuccessfully tried to use them to make a relationship work in 2006. The relationship had failed, I had felt let down by my abilities and had stopped trusting them as much. I had especially been suppressing my psychic vision and had been refusing to use it, even though people have been asking me to. During that moment in Germany, I realized the healing potential contained in my psychic vision and vowed to make use of it. Suddenly I felt more energetic than I had in months and understood why I had been chronically tired for a long time.

I feel that my new-found willingness to employ my psychic and healing abilities along with my attendance of this business circle will form a great basis for taking my work to the next level.

Not only that but my time in the office where Flash is created is ending as well. I will be working there this week and next, but then I am moving on to working from home and making my own hours. As I mentioned before, I will be working on an interactive chemistry book with a professor at the University of Virginia, for whom I worked many years ago and whom I adore. The flexible schedule will allow me to attend the business circle and hopefully also to see more clients.

I’m excited!